Friday, February 13, 2009

cinta mati


sejak kebelakangan ini, aku terperasan kecenderungan baru aku-cinta mati..aku pun tak tau macam mana aku anggap cinta mati tu sesuatu yang menarik padahal sudah terang-terang benderang yang ia sesuatu yang menyedihkan..tp dari sudut yang lain-mungkin kehidupan baru saja bermula-kehidupan tak mati oleh hanya sebab org yang kita sayang mati-mungkin kadang2 dia hanya bunuh perasaan kita-but still life must go on..haha-mungkin aku terpengaruh dengan apa yang aku baca dan apa yang tengok dan tak sama dengan realiti atau mungkin tak berlaku dlm realiti..tapi pada aku-term 'till death do us part' sangat menarik minat aku..mungkin secara jasadnya da terpisah tapi it still there..bukan hanya pada kekasih-mungkin pada mak bapak kita..we still feel their presence eventhou they not here with us..they r always with us..pada aku itu merupakan cinta yang sempurna..sama seperti cinta tak semestinya memiliki..mungkin-we will be happy just to see they happy...they r just a part of chapter of out life..mesti ade chapter setrusnya..hehehe...just to share many intresting thing about chenta mati :


1.A walk to Remember-nicholas sparks
aku tau novel ni mase aku diploma dulu...masa tgk crita ni mmg nangis reramai-tapi masing2 cover..hahaha...lps tu aku tau yang sebenarnya A walk to remember tu dari sebuah novel sebenarnya...dan aku beli novel tu..jalan crita yang aku x leh tinggal satu pun...we can see how slowly landon change just because of jamie's cancer-still, he love her to the end n never removes his wedding ring walaupun dia hanya berkahwin ngan jamie untuk waktu yang singkat-just to fulfill jamie's wish-to see him as a doc n live in a happy life till the end

"Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it-landon"

2.Message in a Bottle-Nicholas Sparks
sebab aku baca novel A walk to remember to mcm bes..aku pun li la novel si encik sparks ni lagi..tanpa mengetahui cinta ni pun pasal mati sebenarnya..about garret who write a letter to his lost wife-to express his undying love towards her-each letter describe how he feels about her everyday---without knowing his letter was actually found by another woman n she becomes obsessed with finding the man who had written a tender love letter...n journey goes

Dear Catherine, I’m sorry I haven’t talked to you in so long. I feel I’ve been lost…no bearings, no compass. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy, I guess. I’ve never been lost before. You were my true North. I could always steer for home when you were my home. Forgive me for being so angry when you left. I still think some mistake’s been made… And I’m waiting for God to take it back. But I’m doing better now. The work helps. Most of all, you help me. You came into my dream last night with that smile… That always held me like a lover… rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream…is a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling….and tried to keep it alive as long as I could. I’m writing to tell you that I’m on a journey toward that peace. And to tell you I’m sorry about so many things. I’m sorry I didn’t take better care of you… So you never spent a minute being cold or scared or sick. I’m sorry I didn’t try harder to find the words…to tell you what I was feeling. I’m sorry I never fixed the screen door. I fixed it now. I’m sorry I ever fought with you. I’m sorry I didn’t apologize more. I was too proud. I’m sorry I didn’t bring you more compliments…on everything you wore and every way you fixed your hair. I’m sorry I didn’t hold on to you with so much strength that even God couldn’t pull you away. All my love, G

3.P/S : I love you
aku tak habis lagi baca novel ni...tapi sebab nak tau aku baca terus endingnya...hahahaha...tak sabar..aku pun tak tau kenapa aku asyik beli novel pasal mati aje-sumpahan apa yang terkena kat aku..hahaha...about irish woman who just lost her husband-but one day she received a letter from her dead husband...there r 10 of them..n she is only allowed to read one letter a month and each one comes with instructions about what to do now that he's gone-n they call it 'the list'.. all the while she realizes that eventhou he's gone he's still with her in spirit n she must go on with her life..n every letter is sign with p/s i love you...argghhh-aku da mabuk ngan novel ni

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

4.Koizora
aku pernah review citer koizora ni sblum ni..samaada movie ataupun drama-both buat aku rasa nk bakar cd tu...haaaa...macam tak percaya kisah ni kisah benar...an average girl who changed a lot after met a boy-lelaki terakhir yang mungkin untuk dia jatuh cinta..tapi akhirnya Hiro menjadi makna baru hidup Mika-n the last word from Hiro's bfore he closed his eyes-

"Mika... smile."

5.Windstruck
mungkin prequel untuk 'my sassy girl' sbb permulaan crita yang sama..a girl who lost his bfren-i must say-this is the most sassy girl i ever saw.hahahaha...dalam movie tu dia tunjuk yang- she do anything untuk mati..tapi yang peliknya tak mati...sakit tul ati dia..hahaha...siap menangis2 lagi sbb tak mati...aku pun da lupa camne crita ni sbb lame sangat-but then she know he will always with her... he said that he will whisper, when she hear him whisper in the wind, she will meet someone with a soul like him-n last crita dia jumpa lelaki cam x kena ddk tu.hahahah

'if you miss me, come back anytime. Even as the wind, come back as the wind.'

semua ni sbhagian je..semua orang akan mati-jalan kita panjang lagi..aku pernah mati sekali dan aku harap aku x ulang kesilapan aku...kita yang corak perjalanan hidup kita-we r the manager, we r the bos n those poeple r just workers who play their roles...n the a new chapter just begin

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

bismillah.. em, sy just nk share apa yg mgkin jgk berkaitan cinta mati. Sy tak tahu ianya menyentuh posting ni atau tak. Sy teringat dua perkara:

1. dua lagu kumpulan Dewa 19 dlm album Laskar Cinta (2004) - cinta gila dan Hadapi Dengan Senyum

2. sy teringat cinta lurus tulus mulus setia Forrest Gump(lakonan Tom Hanks, 1994) yang setia membesarkan anak lelaki tunggalnya dan selalu mceritakan tumbesaran anaknya di pusara isterinya yg tercinta -klu tak silap sy, dia kebumikan isterinya kt bwah teduhan pohon besar rendang tempat temujanji pertama kali dg isterinya dulu.

nuna_sarah said...

sweet...hehehe

n sya mmg btul2 ske lagu hadapi dengan senyum tu..it realy warming my heart

Anonymous said...

thanx.. :)

nuna_sarah said...

saya cadangkan awak dengar lagu element-tak tersisa..bukan obses dgn lagu indonesia cuma sya rasa kadang2 diorang ni bagus untuk lagu2 yang type melankolik ni..just my opinion

Anonymous said...

sy bru sudah berkenalan dg element stelah wak kenalknnya kpd sy, sarah. bru saja pertama kali sy mnikmati lagu tak tersisanya. mmg melankolik. ssuai utk manusia2 yg sdg mengalami depression, sugul, muram dlm diam, hiba tak terkata. yg ksemua ini, berbaur tersembunyi di balik senyuman. takde sape yg sedar. -mmg best bangat lgu nih.

ya, sy tahu, anak watan kita jgk tak kurang hebatnya. tp sy nk komen sket psl indon nih. sbnarnya sy dh lama cemburu dg indon n rakyatnya. sy cmburu dg nilai apresiasi tinggi rakyatnya terhadap kmerdekaan negara mereka. shingga spt mana kata dato' Dr. siddiq fadhil (bekas pensyarah UKM): "klu di malaysia, sekali merdeka, merdekalah selamanya. klu di indonesia, sekali merdeka, merdeka sekali". sy jgk cmburu dg pnerbitan bahan2 ilmiah mereka yg berkualiti, terjemahan kitab2 hebat yg semakin pesat di sana, n pghasilan karya2 agung ulama mereka, spt pak HAMKA (sehingga Pramoedya pernah meggelarnya ulama 'gatal' kerna di samping beliau sbg sorg tokoh ulama fekah, beliau jgk sorg novelis romantis melankolik yg mendalam. antra novel karya hamka: 'merantau ke deli', 'tenggelamnya kapal van der wijck' dll). sy jgk cemburu dg muzik n penulis lirik mereka yg pandai menyusun bait2 melodi indah dlm penghasilan lagu bermutu menyentuh hati. sy jgk cemburu dg beberapa susuk tubuh bekas presiden mreka yg negarawan, demokratik n hebat, spt pak muhammad natsir(pernah mghantar nota ringkas tulisan tgn kpd Tunku abd rahman, meredakan ketegangan hubungan malaysia-indon suatu masa dulu), pak B.J habibie(bekas presiden, sorg engineer yg pernah mghasilkan rumus matematiknya sendiri dlm bab matrix) dll. pendek kata, agak terlalu byk sy mencemburui indonesia..astaghfirullah.

nuna_sarah said...

mungkin betul...saya punya beberapa teman dari institut teknologi bandung...dan dari mereka saya tau kegiatan persatuan pelajar mereka bukan atas nama saja-bukan menajaja nama untuk bertanding sahaja seperti MPP di sesetengah universiti..mereka lantang menyuarakan apa yang mereka rasa betul dan menegakkan apa yang salah..jika dibandingkan dengan kita-jauh langit dari bumi...juga cemburu macam mana mereka menjadi bangsa indonesia bukan berdasarkan kaum mereka-konsep pluralism yang diamalkan sampai kadang-kadang rasa klakar mendengar cina di sana bertutur bahasa indonesia...juga filem mereka-saya ingat lagi macam mana saya leh jatuh mabuk pada filem ada apa dengan cinta sebab puisi puitis mereka...oleh sebab mereka mengagungkan karya mereka juga-mereka sukar untuk trima karya2 kita..tapi kenyataannya mereka memang bagus sihh..hehe

nuna_sarah said...

plus...memandangkan awak da berkenalan ngan element ;) saya cadangkan beberapa lagi lagu band ni..mungkin dia x sefeymes peterpan, nidgi, SO7 n so on di m'sia

1.rahasia hati
2.cinta tak bersyarat
3.malam terang

they good..

Anonymous said...

sara, try bace "if u could see me now"-cecilia ahern. tragis gak. haha. enjoyss -chieda-

Anonymous said...

thanx sarah. sy dh dgr. nice songs :) semakin kenal lah sy dg element. kdg2 aliran minoriti lebih sedap n indah berbanding aliran majoriti. -p/s: tak sabar tunggu nk baca part 4 ada utkmu.. :)

nuna_sarah said...

thanks chieda...
aku bace ps i love you tu pun sbb aku bce review dia lam blog nko..aku rase cecilia ni mmg ske wt crita pisah2 ni..hahaha

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