Mi·das (mīˈdəs)
nounTo those of who has pushed me, thank you. Without you I wouldn’t have fallen. To those of you who laughed at me, thank you. Without you I wouldn’t have cried. To those of you, who couldn’t love me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn’t have known the real love. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you. Without you I wouldn’t discovered myself. But it is to those of you who thought I couldn’t do it that I want to thank the most, without you I wouldn’t have tried
Monday, July 18, 2011
MIDAS
Yangyo
I swear I will buy if there’s a human pocket size of him available. I bet the price will tremendously high..haha..coz it’s a dream of every b2ty to have him with you 24/7. I just want to keep him in my pocket just for myself. By doing that i would earn million of assassins from her fangirls..paboo nuna.i probably get kill..Either from junseob or dooseob or even dongseob..aish..who cares-he kill me already with his smile..hahaha..
I notice him 1st him in Beast..sorry for the others but he stand out the most even for his small figure and small face..since then I set my eyes on him everytime I watch beast…not to mention he also have a good attitude. He once ask his fandom to ask apology for accusing rainbow chaegyung and when some of his fans write something on wall about beast in their apartment..or else he said he will be apologize himself for their irresponsible act..Whoa—salute for that
How can a 22 years old boy can be this cute and bubbly. Whoever who unfamiliar with b2st would 100% mistaken him as magnae instead of matured looking dongwoon. Even I got it wrong until finally found out he’s actually only a visual magnae of B2st..but who cares-even dongwoon cannot battle his aegyo with yeseob..it pretty awkward watching Idol maid when there’s a cne dongwoon whine at yoseob ‘hyuuung-I’m tired’…it’s look like a bigger brother whine at his younger brother.. Yoseob once mention that he is not like that before he join beast. Apparently they train him to be like that. And I must say they train him well. I mean look at him, nothing is cuter compared to him.
Like other kpop idol he also changes his hair color frequently. Black-brunette-brown-black again-brown again. But I must say I like blond the best. Eventhou it look weird but it suit him the best. His bubbly features stand out the most when he in blond hair without need him to do so. Believe me. see-he’s so adorable.
“My height is shorter than everyone but my dreams are bigger than everyone's. The stage I've always dreamed of, the performance that will come (in the future). To be honest I did prepare so expect it and truthfully, I'm really nervous. I chose the path to become a singer since then."-Yang Yoseob
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
my besh fren...selamat senyum
Monday, July 4, 2011
Yoogeunnie
Bila Cik Putri Tag
benda ni aku dpt dari blog http://theponderofme.blogspot.com/ !! dan aku di-tag dan now aku nak merapu kat sini...ha ha ha.............
Peraturannya adalah:
"Once you have been tagged,you are suppose to write a note, with 25 random thing, fact, habits or goal about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tag you, it's because I want to know more about you. Your cooperation is highly appreciated.
fangirl
it's been a while since I've been excited about something. It's good to have that sense back ^^. B4 this i think i lost my capability of writing. i'm talking about a feeling when u sit in front of screen without any single things in mind to write. mental block..I dint know how to express myself anymore. i was like 'shoot' i dint know how to write anymore. i lost my writing sense...not that a sense 'i'm a great writer' but just 'aku boleh tulis lah'...urghhh...it's been like half a year already. Thinking what might be good to write...think nuna think...it's 2011 already..Talking about 2011, i think i should left behind my 'stupidity' hahaha..can r? i'm thinking hard to live to the fullest right now..but sometimes we cannot have wat we want...kan? urghhhh...go nuna go...
honestly the main reason y i created this blog long ago was to express my feeling that i hate someone...hard to go on, knowing your love one is living happily with someone else and we r not that 'someone'...forced to make a fake smile everyday and shed tears every night..cant believe i live myself like that for 6 month..no one would be believe happy nuna is living like that...ahaha...but i manage to move on..keep my head high ^^ good lesson of my life…you’ll never know how hurt it is until u fall..and learn it the hard way
And then for the past my hiatus state : hahaha..i've been crazy about something. KPOP crazy..for those who being fren with me ever since my uni years...they would know my crazyness about asian culture-japanese and korean drama and music...but it became a virus that eating me these days...hehehehe...but it’s a good thing-coz i can feel myself again...
Some (some ke? Macam ramai je) people think 'we' - i mean who consider as KPOP lover, JU-On wannabe (as said by my fren), perasan korea (also by my fren) what else r? i do think we live in our own world, talk our own language and have our own believe. why i said it like that? let say two kpop lover met..We greet each other in our own language
"i'm ELF"
"i'm B2ty"
"i'm hottest"
"i'm I am"
"i'm shawol"
"i'm cassiopeia"
"i'm A+"
“I’m primadona”
it’s a long list..hahaha...we do know who we belong to..we do recognize each other by color as well. red, blue, yellow, black, pink---every of it have a meaning...you would say 'why she even bother to explain this'...because that i think i have to..everyone have passion about something...and we choose this madness as our passion. it's not that we gonna say local song sucks or whatever. I still do follow the local scene. I once know a fren who even download the ‘indonesia’s national song’..hahaha..because he crazy about seberang songs. Call him crazy or whatever---but respect his passion…hahaha…even thou I do think he kinda crazy..hahaha..
no offense guys..call me crazy or whateva…I still love my passion being a fangirl. I love them and i love me too!!!!
b2ty and b2st
Last night was super great. I get to see them with my very own eyes. It just about a year I know and fall in love with them. I’m ELF but I couldn’t help to say no to them because they are so freakin good and they show a lot of improvement in the Fact and Fiction album. I like their music personally. But no offense, Super Junior is still top of priority and my no 1 bias for KPOP. But I think I can spare some space of my fangirl for great idol like BEAST.
I think they are still consider as rookie since they only debut in 2 years but compare to that, they have a lot of fans already. Thanks to YOUTUBE and KBS world to that. I start to notice yoseob first from 6 of them. I don’t think any girl can’t say no to his cute and bubbly personality. After that I start googling about beast and came across everyone in it-doojoon, hyunseung, kikwang, dongwoon and junhyung. I must say that my bias is totally yeseob and then Junhyung. The later is so cool and have a bad boy type image. I always attract to that kind of image for sure. I keep praying for SUPER Junior comeback because sometimes I think like I betraying them in some kind of way. Hahahaha..without knowing I keep googling about beast. I say to myself I will definitely want to see them just like super junior and last night the wish come true.
Me and my housemate went earlier to sunway lagoon just to enjoy ourselves before the concert. Later that evening I saw their practice when I want to cross the hanging bridge. At first I tot they are just dancers because Beast might don’t want to practice in open environment like that but then I notice Junhyung. I was SHOCK. I was like 10 meters above them. Gila…Then I saw doojoon with his ponytail hair, the skinny hyunseung, the namshim Dongwoon. There are 5 of them, Kikwang was not there. I couldn’t believe myself when I couldn’t recognize my biggest bias yeseob. I feel like want to slap myself because of that. He’s is so different from tv. Omaigod—how should I say, he look taller, he has a very fair skin, maybe the fairest of them and he change his hair to black again. But one thing for sure guys, I can tell you Doojoon is super duper hot. I couldn’t take my eyes off him during the practice. He looks fairer than we saw in TV and pics. And he smiles a lot too. Hyunseung keep lifting his shirt up, revealing his white undies. Hahaha. I’m being a pervert. Yeseob was smiling and laughing on stage. Just like in TV. Then it came to my mind that he’s not faking his personality in TV. Because sometimes I keep wondering is he really like that in real life. But then I got my answer yesterday. After enjoying 3 song, the guard came and shoo us away…hahaha…so sad we didn’t take any picture because we soooo close to them. Urghhh…that was my biggest mistake as a fangirl.
Then that we keep some distance from the stage watched it until the practice is over. After a few moments I heard scream from my left. Then I notice its them, they are walking to the hotel. OMAIGOD, I saw them again. I waved my hand at doojon-he smile and wave back at me. Omaigod. Let me repeat that again---HE SMILE AND WAVED AT ME. Hahaha…and must say he is sooo hawt…I pretty 100% sure that he’s waving at me because no one there. Only a few mak cik and pak cik…Oh..that really make my day. I keep smiling until my frens said I’m crazy. She keeps reminding me that I’m yeseob’s fan and get hold of urself SARAH>>>>
The concert that night is great as ever. Beast is the best. But I couldn’t help to feel a little upset because of the venue. Maybe surfbeach is pretty cool for a concert but the fee is pretty expensive. I mean for less than 10 song and standing without a chair—I kinda upset. But not with beast la. Don’t get me wrong. Their performance is as expected. Dongwoon keep asking fan to shout ‘son namshim’ for him…hahaha…for those who didn’t know he’s known as namshim which is ‘male god’ to b2ty because of his extra unbelievable hansome face. Its just a nick name-don’t be panic. But he is a very good looking guy-no that’s not right-a veru very very good looking guy. He keeps saying ‘ok’ as well every time the MC finish talking. Yeseob who is sitting next to him keep whispering to him. He was bubbly as ever. He even fanning the lucky fan. Hahahaha. That was hilarious. Doojoon on the other hand make the fan scream when he said ‘come baby’ to his lucky fan. He even put a towel on the girls lap. I sorry about the others-KIkwang-Hyunseung and Junhyung. I didn’t pay pretty much attention to them. They are pretty quiet and ‘cold’ on stage. They didn’t goof and chatty on stage like the others. I sorry junhyung, before this I really have a big crush on you. I even use your nick as my password. But I think I should move forward…just be happy with HARA okay. I think after this I will keep my eyes on Doojoon.hahahaha
The girl behind me keeps screaming. Funny thing is she even asks our permission to scream. Maybe she know that her scream have a large extra decibel from everyone else. I can’t wait to watch them in this upcoming MTV world stage. They should have a full concert here instead of fan meeting. We want BEAST AIRLINE in asia too. Just like Super show. And doojoon you just added one more fangirl to your list starting yesterday…but yeseob I still like you the best.
URGHHH..i just cant wait for super junior come back…please come back quick so that I can hold my myself. Cheballlll!!!!!!!!